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Let Go Let God
Daily Quote : "Don't be the chicken, be the pig. Don't be invloved, be committed"
Craving : Roasted Chicken with flour and butter
Well I'm back from a really awesome youth camp. It is truly amazing how God works in peoples lives and how He knows their deepest thoughts and knows how to speak directly to them. I saw nothing short of miracles at the camp, because watching youths standing up, raising their hands to give their lives to God instead of the world can be nothing but the will of God. I know this may sound "gospelish" or "preachy" to those not of the Christian belief, but hey, this is my blog, so live with it! :P And a message to all those at the camp, it was a great 5 days getting to know you all better and to those leaving the YF, you'll be missed dearly.
Don't I just sound so happy? And really just earlier today and last night I was feeling...not down per-say but heavy hearted and solemn. I had been hit hard by somethings I did not want to hear and was just contemplating that and the Lord spoke to my heart through people and the quiet time that I was to "Let go and let God". Not an easy thing I tell you, especially when it comes to relationships. And it took me a long time before I was really able to "Let God", in fact it took all of four days and part of the next morning, beneath the stars walking alone before I was able to just commit everything to Him. And once I had done that, I felt as if I had be lifted up from the little emotional hole I dug for myself. When I woke up today though, I still felt a little ....for a lack of a better word "regretful" but I was pretty much back to my own self....unsuccessful jokes and all, hehehehe. But when I got home from the camp, I saw something that really raised my spirits and normally I would have been estatic and tried to get someone to tell, but I think God was telling me "Hold on and wait and I will reveal my plans for you". Right now the situation could just change because it could be the devil just trying to confuse me..so I'll wait just as He commands. So I won't say what happened right now...but maybe in some future blogs when God tells me it is a time to share the testimony because I am sure God has allowed all this to happen to me for a reason, even if I may never know what that reason is.
Craving : Roasted Chicken with flour and butter
Well I'm back from a really awesome youth camp. It is truly amazing how God works in peoples lives and how He knows their deepest thoughts and knows how to speak directly to them. I saw nothing short of miracles at the camp, because watching youths standing up, raising their hands to give their lives to God instead of the world can be nothing but the will of God. I know this may sound "gospelish" or "preachy" to those not of the Christian belief, but hey, this is my blog, so live with it! :P And a message to all those at the camp, it was a great 5 days getting to know you all better and to those leaving the YF, you'll be missed dearly.
Don't I just sound so happy? And really just earlier today and last night I was feeling...not down per-say but heavy hearted and solemn. I had been hit hard by somethings I did not want to hear and was just contemplating that and the Lord spoke to my heart through people and the quiet time that I was to "Let go and let God". Not an easy thing I tell you, especially when it comes to relationships. And it took me a long time before I was really able to "Let God", in fact it took all of four days and part of the next morning, beneath the stars walking alone before I was able to just commit everything to Him. And once I had done that, I felt as if I had be lifted up from the little emotional hole I dug for myself. When I woke up today though, I still felt a little ....for a lack of a better word "regretful" but I was pretty much back to my own self....unsuccessful jokes and all, hehehehe. But when I got home from the camp, I saw something that really raised my spirits and normally I would have been estatic and tried to get someone to tell, but I think God was telling me "Hold on and wait and I will reveal my plans for you". Right now the situation could just change because it could be the devil just trying to confuse me..so I'll wait just as He commands. So I won't say what happened right now...but maybe in some future blogs when God tells me it is a time to share the testimony because I am sure God has allowed all this to happen to me for a reason, even if I may never know what that reason is.
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