Fresh herbs / Herb garden
No bunnies, no eggs, just Easter.
Joke of the Day : "Last time I went on holiday, i flew with BA. It was terrible. He kept shouting "You crazy fool! I ain't getting on no plane!"
Craving : Meatballs!
Easter weekend is over and well now it is Tuesday. What a weekend it has been. Saturday was a spending spree on my part, making a new pair of glasses and going to PC fair. I tell you temptation is great when you are surrounded by really cheap stuff. Perhaps next year I'll save up and build my comp from PC fair parts. :P
Next was Easter Sunday. It did not start off too well for me, because I actually found one of the sharings during worship overly long and distracting. Other than that it was pretty good, I wanted to share a song when someone else did that, which hopefully means I was on the right page. The speaker was good and I gained from his talk. It was interesting and kept me captivated, unlike some of the speakers that my church has on sunday morning.
However, not everything was peachy that day. I came to realize how self-concious I can be around certain people. Because of previous happenings and feelings, I now am very careful around these people, mainly because I'm so afraid that my actions which will be wrongly interpreted. This may be things that would be normal for me to say or do with any friend but because of all the perceptions surrounding it, I'm afraid these people interpret it wrongly or that the people around see the wrong thing. And this really bugs me. Because I have no idea how to get around this besides avoidance which I reallly don't want to do. *sigh* irritating...I am begining to think that "out sourcing" is really the best option.
Craving : Meatballs!
Easter weekend is over and well now it is Tuesday. What a weekend it has been. Saturday was a spending spree on my part, making a new pair of glasses and going to PC fair. I tell you temptation is great when you are surrounded by really cheap stuff. Perhaps next year I'll save up and build my comp from PC fair parts. :P
Next was Easter Sunday. It did not start off too well for me, because I actually found one of the sharings during worship overly long and distracting. Other than that it was pretty good, I wanted to share a song when someone else did that, which hopefully means I was on the right page. The speaker was good and I gained from his talk. It was interesting and kept me captivated, unlike some of the speakers that my church has on sunday morning.
However, not everything was peachy that day. I came to realize how self-concious I can be around certain people. Because of previous happenings and feelings, I now am very careful around these people, mainly because I'm so afraid that my actions which will be wrongly interpreted. This may be things that would be normal for me to say or do with any friend but because of all the perceptions surrounding it, I'm afraid these people interpret it wrongly or that the people around see the wrong thing. And this really bugs me. Because I have no idea how to get around this besides avoidance which I reallly don't want to do. *sigh* irritating...I am begining to think that "out sourcing" is really the best option.
posted by Su | 11:26 am
3 Comments:
Well Dearie Su, don't worry about the way we perceive things yah?! As for me, u know where i stand and what i will say. I donno about the others but sometimes it's just too much a hassle to bother bout what other ppl will think rite? sometimes, its better to be carefree...Be urself and treat the friendship like some other. If SHE(IF i assume correctly) feels that u behave differently infront of her, it'll be weird for her as well. So, no...don't out-source. Just be urself okie?!!
Su,just do what you like, and forget bout what you think other's may think. As long as you're behaving normal, why worry? Worry causes stress,which causes high blood pressure which leads to a heart-attack and eventually early death...So, is it worth it? I think not. I rest my case.
Errr..thanks for helping me keep the people involved anonymous Jee Lee...aiyor blur larr you...:P
And Shelby, I totally agree with you. Can't get too stress after yesterday's Seafood Pasta, William tired to kill me with cholestrol
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