Insecurity...

Daily Quotes : "Nothing you can do, can make Him love you more. And nothing that you have done can make Him close the door." - "So You Would Come" (Hillsongs) -
Craving : Homemade baked macaroni

Something just started to bug me about 30 minutes ago, and that's how insecure I am sometimes. I have come to realise that I can sometimes be really paranoid. I tend to read to much into things and easily begin to feel insecure and question things when I think people are hiding things for me or something similar. This only happens when dealing with my close friends and it can really eat me up inside sometimes. It's not something new but, it this is the first time I'm writing about it. The problem is that most of the time there is nothing there at all, but I will get caught up in the thoughts of "do they trust me?", "do they think I'm bad", etc. Thank God nothing too adverse has come of this yet and that I have been able to get a hold of myself before things spiral out of control. I guess part of the problem is that I take a little pride in that I believe that I am many times able to predict a relationship happening before it actually does. Problem is this prediction thing spills into my other parts of life,and I sometimes become over sensetive. Maybe this realization and confronting of the problem is God's way of telling me "Hey! Get over it! Don't be paranoid!".