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I really must find a way to come up with better titles for my blog entries. My titles are just getting lamer and lamer..and so boring too..oh well. I'm a science student don't blame me for my lack of creativity.
Now as my title says (Or at least tries to carry across) is that I have a jumble of thoughts up in my minds right now. So many things I want to blog, and each so dramatically different from each other. Perhaps this is why people blog everyday, so they don't end up with a thesis worth of stuff to write. Ok let me randomly determine the first thread of thought I'm going to follow...
*drum roll as I pull out a one from my head*
Ok looks like it's gonna be on prayer. Looks like I'm going to be starting on a religious note again. Seems that there is a lot of bumps in my spiritual walk recently. The latest happened over the long weekend. I have been talking with a close friend on some troubles that friend was going through and we had many long talks and discussions on the matter. Thank God things have seemed to be resolving itself. However something that hit me just this Sunday was that through out all the talks we had, I never once offered to pray together with that friend. Honestly it didn't even occur to me until I saw someone else praying with my friend. I was hit hard. And the sight really hit home. It just showed me that I had been relying too much on my own worldly wisdom in trying to understand my friend and helping out. I did not rely on God's strength enough I guess. Sure I prayed in my own time, but offering to pray together was something that just didn't cross my mind. Maybe it reflects on how young I still am in the faith. Compounding all this was yesterday's BSF message where we talked alot on submission. And I was really made to reflect on myself. I have to say I really was ashamed at what I saw. Thank God for the wake up call...hopefully by His grace I'll be able to right this part of my life with Him and truly learn to rely on Him more.
Wow..it feels good to get that off my chest. Now on to other things. I went back to Games Cricle the other night. Games Cricle is a place for miniature fans (aka Warhammer 40k, Warhammer Fantasy, Bloodbowl, etc). That's right this is another one of my odd hobbies, painting and collecting miniatures. Haven't been doing it for awhile though, been slacking...hehehee..but it was fun to meet up with the guys again and to watch the battles go down. Got really drawn into a new army list for Warhammer Fantasy too. Had to force myself to be disiplined and to finish my Dark Elven army first before I start collecting another army. Bought some Dark Riders and spent a cool RM285 on them. Still it was worth it I felt...but then I got home and remembered that I had just removed my tabel from my room..so now I have no where to paint! :(
I really must find a way to come up with better titles for my blog entries. My titles are just getting lamer and lamer..and so boring too..oh well. I'm a science student don't blame me for my lack of creativity.
Now as my title says (Or at least tries to carry across) is that I have a jumble of thoughts up in my minds right now. So many things I want to blog, and each so dramatically different from each other. Perhaps this is why people blog everyday, so they don't end up with a thesis worth of stuff to write. Ok let me randomly determine the first thread of thought I'm going to follow...
*drum roll as I pull out a one from my head*
Ok looks like it's gonna be on prayer. Looks like I'm going to be starting on a religious note again. Seems that there is a lot of bumps in my spiritual walk recently. The latest happened over the long weekend. I have been talking with a close friend on some troubles that friend was going through and we had many long talks and discussions on the matter. Thank God things have seemed to be resolving itself. However something that hit me just this Sunday was that through out all the talks we had, I never once offered to pray together with that friend. Honestly it didn't even occur to me until I saw someone else praying with my friend. I was hit hard. And the sight really hit home. It just showed me that I had been relying too much on my own worldly wisdom in trying to understand my friend and helping out. I did not rely on God's strength enough I guess. Sure I prayed in my own time, but offering to pray together was something that just didn't cross my mind. Maybe it reflects on how young I still am in the faith. Compounding all this was yesterday's BSF message where we talked alot on submission. And I was really made to reflect on myself. I have to say I really was ashamed at what I saw. Thank God for the wake up call...hopefully by His grace I'll be able to right this part of my life with Him and truly learn to rely on Him more.
Wow..it feels good to get that off my chest. Now on to other things. I went back to Games Cricle the other night. Games Cricle is a place for miniature fans (aka Warhammer 40k, Warhammer Fantasy, Bloodbowl, etc). That's right this is another one of my odd hobbies, painting and collecting miniatures. Haven't been doing it for awhile though, been slacking...hehehee..but it was fun to meet up with the guys again and to watch the battles go down. Got really drawn into a new army list for Warhammer Fantasy too. Had to force myself to be disiplined and to finish my Dark Elven army first before I start collecting another army. Bought some Dark Riders and spent a cool RM285 on them. Still it was worth it I felt...but then I got home and remembered that I had just removed my tabel from my room..so now I have no where to paint! :(
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