Getting back on track

Craving: Red Snapper Fish and Chips

Ok..so this is another attempt to getting my blog back on track. I've been quite slack with updates lately. Guess that's got to do with myself trying to sort out some personal stuff....the other part I guess can be attributed to the increased ammount of DotA time I've had recently. Been a little stressed lately, so been using DotA to release tension....although I guess I shall adapt a CounterStrike saying from a friend of mine and modify to fit "Play DotA mm hor yi lau geh!" hahaha...but yes....that's how things are.

It has been a trying few weeks...not as bad as a month or 2 back..but personally trying...it has got nothing to do with other people, it is just something that I've had to work out myself. And all this while, God has been trying to knock some sense into me. Why i say this? Well almost every bible study or message I have heard over the past couple of weeks has got to do with either "God provides", "Rely on him", "Put behind your old self", or somewhere along those lines. And I was hearing it but not really listening. I was so defiant and trying to rely on myself, but once I was at my wits end and really got down and pray and commit to God, not only in words but in heart and actions as well, only did I begin to see the change. Once again I'm reminded of how awesome my God is.....and I actually feel sad when I think of those who don't have Him to turn to in their time of need. Really reminds me that I have to be constantly praying and evangelising to my family and friends...especially my dad. Afterall I want to see them all in heaven at the finish line.

There was a time when I lost my way,
My strength I thought was fine,
I listened not to what God had to say,
Relied only on wisdom that was mine.

But He's an awesome God,
And His wondrous love knows no bounds
With patience he waited, my Lord,
Till his arms once again I found.