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Craving : Salt-baked crabs

Tonight I have been given lots to think about.....and I don't know where to start or even what to write. Some of it is old stuff, that has passed and I thought had been resolved....some stuff is just plain stupid....and some stuff has got to do with anger. Why anger? Because I think it really sucks that I'm such a nice guy that even when I get angry I'm brushed aside. People assume that I'll get over it by myself....so they don't even try to make ammends. Doesn't help when the people involved don't give a damn about how others feel half the time. It makes me sad you know...some may think...just saying "He'll get over it. Wait awhile and he'll be fine"...is ok, because it is true. When friends don't even make the damn effort to check on if you are still angry or if you are ok. And that is what sucks. Sure I'll be fine, but that doesn't mean you don't ever need to apologize or try to make up. Do you have any idea what it feels like when your friends are able to dismiss your feelings so easily, using that statement as an excuse, being taken for granted. You know...usually I don't care if the people involved read my blogs...but this time I'm actually hoping the person does....because it really really sucks!!!!! Sigh.....Thank God...I have been given the gift of being slow to anger...thank God I haven't really blown in many years....Thank God.