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*Sigh* .... I'm in one of "those" moods again and I blame it completely on fan fiction and spending way too much time then it is healthy with couples. Yup it's time for me to feel lonely again. What can I say after 24 years of being single you'd thing one would get used to it. Doesn't help that my mum likes to give me the occassional prod on getting a girlfriend. Worse thing is my beautiful theory has been foiled. You see, I had this theory that my guy friends (those at my age) were getting attached by order of age, those with birthdays latest in the year got attached first. So this theory has been holding true for a bit as relationships gradually worked their way nearer and nearer to my turn. Unfortunately with only one more person between me and possible companionship, the couple at the very begining of the order have decided to call it quits, leaving me quite sadly back at square one. Ofcourse I know that all of this bull, but it was fun to have a theory for awhile. Gripe as I do, I'm pretty darn glad I have God with me. I am going to leave it all in His hands, and though I'm sure I'll crack at some point and try to hurry things along, I'm have faith that God will be there to pick me up when I fall flat on my face..:)
*Sigh* .... I'm in one of "those" moods again and I blame it completely on fan fiction and spending way too much time then it is healthy with couples. Yup it's time for me to feel lonely again. What can I say after 24 years of being single you'd thing one would get used to it. Doesn't help that my mum likes to give me the occassional prod on getting a girlfriend. Worse thing is my beautiful theory has been foiled. You see, I had this theory that my guy friends (those at my age) were getting attached by order of age, those with birthdays latest in the year got attached first. So this theory has been holding true for a bit as relationships gradually worked their way nearer and nearer to my turn. Unfortunately with only one more person between me and possible companionship, the couple at the very begining of the order have decided to call it quits, leaving me quite sadly back at square one. Ofcourse I know that all of this bull, but it was fun to have a theory for awhile. Gripe as I do, I'm pretty darn glad I have God with me. I am going to leave it all in His hands, and though I'm sure I'll crack at some point and try to hurry things along, I'm have faith that God will be there to pick me up when I fall flat on my face..:)
posted by Su | 3:05 pm
3 Comments:
Cheer up yo! you still have all of us to keep u company. ;)
in the middle of the night...if u feel lonely...call Timothy/Shaun/(insert random name here) to go mamak la...i would love to teman u but i'm in cyber most of the time..drowning in a pile of assignments... :D
hehe..like u said..leave it in God's hands. :)
*biggie huggie wuggies*
ps. interesting theory btw... :p
Posted by heidi
aiyah...stop reading fan fiction and hanging out with couples then. The former may be easier than the latter though. :P
Posted by min
Heidi - Thanks for the *biggie huggie wuggies*.
I'm pretty sure those are the only huggie wuggies
I've ever recieved :P
Would come and cari you at cyber but I'm just way
to lazy not to mention the fact that I've no idea
how to get there!
Min - But reading is just so fun!!! *Grin*
Posted by Su
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