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Craving : Red Wine Mee Suah

There are times I just don't know what to do. Have you ever been in a position when you were stuck between two people? Stuck between two friends? Haih...I had to make a decision on that last night and I still don't know if I did the right thing. On hindsight I probably should have straight away backed out of the situation, but how can I turn away from a person who is in need of comfort? What kind of friend would I be? All I can do now is pray that I did the right thing and hope that even if I didn't, God will work it out anyway....

Sometimes I think this is why I feel the longing for a special someone in my life. There is something comforting about knowing that you have someone that is there for you, who will hold, who will put you first even though you will never expect them too, but that's why they do it. Sometimes I look around at my friends and think to myself, "Why can't I have what they have?". I know God has his plans and timing, but I sometimes can't help but ask..."Can't we speed things up a little eh Lord?" :)

But I guess this is why having good friends are so important. I've been blessed with many and I'm thankful for them. In times when you can't talk to one, there is always another you can turn to. I talked to one such friend like that last night for over 2 hours, and even though I didn't mention any of the above, just the talking itself was enough. You know who you are. Thanks, and dun feel sorry, I didn't want to talk about it, but I just wanted to talk. You did plenty. Thanks.