Keeping the Ties

Craving: Good food. Any good food.

We've just ended a prayer session here at camp and I've just been hit by a few thoughts that I wanted to blog about. We prayed for many things during the session and one of them was about friends. Aliza was mentioning during the session about how she, Yueen San and Amy share this close bond and how they pray together every week. I can't help feel a pang of regret each time I hear this. I think about the prayer group I used to have. How Tim, KP, Shaun and even Kev (though he usually couldn't make it) would meet up for prayer. I feel regret cause I wish I had faught to keep it going more. That I should have kept with it praying in my house instead of going to church for Prayer Meet. Sounds bad I know...but I think it would have been better for all of us. I think maybe that is one of the things I lack in my life....a real group of people I can bring my prayers before and be accountable too. I really wish that I had tried to keep it going more....maybe.....sorry Lord for not fighting for it harder. I'm so sorry.