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I suck. That's all I can say. Why the heck do I have to be this softie? I mean why can't I be a cold and heartless bastard? Why? Why? Why? I almost cried today, right there in front of my students. And it was only over a small thing, the remarks been made weren't even directed at me, and yet I could feel myself welling up. Thank goodness someone cracked a joke and things were brought under control. I don't think anyone of them noticed, and man..I don't even know what I would have said if someone asked why. I myself am not too sure why. Ok maybe I do know, and yet it was such a trivial thing. Why. Why. Why. Why can't I just be indifferent to all these issues?????
I suck. That's all I can say. Why the heck do I have to be this softie? I mean why can't I be a cold and heartless bastard? Why? Why? Why? I almost cried today, right there in front of my students. And it was only over a small thing, the remarks been made weren't even directed at me, and yet I could feel myself welling up. Thank goodness someone cracked a joke and things were brought under control. I don't think anyone of them noticed, and man..I don't even know what I would have said if someone asked why. I myself am not too sure why. Ok maybe I do know, and yet it was such a trivial thing. Why. Why. Why. Why can't I just be indifferent to all these issues?????
posted by Su | 6:11 pm
4 Comments:
if i were there, and know who said what, i'd like to take that person and give em a good shaking and a telling off...
shame on them...
thats all
=)
well, if you were a cold & heartless bastard, you'd be something like me. Now, I don't recall ever hearing you say you'd like being *me*. The grass always looks greener on the other side and bla bla bla.
Personally, I don't think you have the makings and trappings of a cold person. It just don't fit you right, you comprende? On the other hand, fits me like a glove.
-charles-
you know charles..I was expecting you to comment on this.
Erm. That's not supposed to happen. I'm supposed to be erratic and wildly unpredictable, see?
I can't have you saying, "I *knew* you'd say that." Gives moi a bad name!! Ruins mah image!!
*waves a hand* You didn't expect me to comment on that previous note.
What the heck: *waves hand again* These aren't the droids you're looking for.
-charles-
Accidentally reformatted my PC. Oops.
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