Week's end

Craving : Preassure Cooked Rabbit

Whoa just look at how time flies. The weekend has come again and the week just seemed to fly by. Been actually quite a hectic week for me....had quite a bit of stuff to do at work and quite a bit to deal with in my personal life as well. But then again ..if you are a regular reader of my blogs, you will know that this is the norm. Work is picking up because strangely enough, we have quite a few things to prepare for the end of the month even with the iFOS project training being moved to a later date. Which is really dang ridiculous because the reason the date was moved was because the director wants to attend the training and he is booked full for the month. Interestingly enough, the director doesn't actually need to be at the training and will most probably show his face there only for the first night. To top it off, with him attending there is a possibility that he will actually take part in the training, which just means we need to make sure everything runs nice and smooth. Which means more work for me..which really sucks...especially with Teenstreet and the youth camp coming up.

Last night I managed to find sometime to finally hang out with my disciples, Bryan and Zen. I feel pretty bad that I haven't really been spending all that much time with them. Feel like I'm neglecting them. Doesn't help to hear about all that they have been going through in their lives and not really being able to help them. Just how am I supposed to disciple someone if I don't spend time with them. Hopefully that will change over the next few weeks. Found out that my job in trying to disciple them just got harder too. Turns out one of the moms doesn't have a very good impression of me. It seems to stem from this one night where the son was out with me and some friends at a cafe, and he got home really late...like in the wee hours of the morning. Thing is I actually left earlier, because I had to call a friend.....but I guess that is just making excuses....probably shouldn't have taken him home with me. Thank God, He is a loving God who is compasionate enough to forgive my mistakes...if not I guess I'd have been fried to a crisp by now. But that all being said..lots left to mend in these relationships...and I guess that's where the glory of God has got to shine through out lives.

One to more stuff...well I wasn't very sure if I'd blog about this when I started...but because SOME smart person brought it up (I wonder who arrr.....), no my mind is thinking about it. What else could it be? BGR of course..seems sad doesn't it that day in day out I seem to be plagued by this...well actually I think I'm just been over dramatic..I'm usually pretty ok most of the time..but there are those one or two days when I just don't feel like doing anything or seeing anybody, and just need to be with myself and God to sort it out. I don't know what to write or where to start actually...all I know is that I'm still sorting through my feelings. Problem is...when you like someone, you always want to spend time with that special someone, or to hear their voice, or just to see them smile. And then added into this mix, is that all that contact may not be all that great for certain reasons....hence lots of restraint has to be used. Thank goodness there are still ppl I can confide once in awhile...even if they are sometimes too 8 for my good...hahahaha.