So much to do, so little time

Craving : Foie-gras (Goose Liver)

It's been a really crazy past couple of weeks. Haven't had the mood to blog, or rather have just been too tired to blog. There were a couple of times last week when I actually posted something up. But I removed them later in the day. Somethings I felt shouldn't be put online anymore...Crazy last week though...waking up to headaches and going to sleep to headaches really sucks...guess there just wasn't enough rest. So much to do in so little time...teenstreet is coming up and I'm just finishing reading the coach's manual. I'm really excited about it and yet I am abit afraid and nervous. I'm afraid that I'll go there and try to do things with my own strength and not rely on God. I'm afraid that I'll lead those under me astray...I'm afraid my focus will be wrong. But at the end of the day, all I can do I guess is just pray about it and let God take charge. Other than that I'm looking forward to teenstreet and meeting new people. After that there is YF camp...which I'm looking forward to(Kudos to the student comm for doing a great job)...followed by work in sungai petani which I'm not so looking forward to. To make things worse...My 'niece' and my favourite penguin are also coming back from australia for hols and I don't know if I am going to get the chance to see them..:(. Hopefully things will all work out.

On another note..my heart had been pretty troubled for a few weeks now, especially during last week and early this week. Relationships can really get to u at times u know...and I was at my wits end. So I went to God in prayer and just committed it all to Him, asking him to grant me peace. (I'm not too proud that I went to Him only as a last resort). And I didn't notice it at first...but it hit me yesterday, that he put alot of my fears and anxiety to rest..granting me the peace that I wanted. It was really so awesome...and I truly thank Him for that! You are the best Lord! Thank you for loving me although I fail you so very often.