Square 1? Hah! Fat Chance

Craving: Still Lagsana


Well yeah, so getting back to square 1 is looking like heaven at the moment. I guess it's like ppl say, no risk no gain. Although I really do wonder if I risked too much this time around. *sigh* nothing much more I can do though, except pray and 'try and talk' and pray summore.

Taking a Leap

Craving: Lagsana - One that is at least an inch and a half thick

Well I've gone and done it. Done something impulsive and crazy. Taken the proverbial leap of faith. This past weekend quite a few myths have been debunked. Now I'd like to debunk a myth of my own. Sometimes getting something off your chest doesn't neccessarily make you feel better. I thought about it, prayed and then took the step. Mind you this isn't that big a thing in the first place, but still a significant step. Anyway, I don't actually feel that much better. I guess it's good to finally get certain things out in the open, but I just can't help and feel aprehensive. Oh well. It's out of my hands now I guess. For better or worse Lord, I trust in you. It's in your hands.

Quickie

Cravings: Celery Sticks with peanutbutter

I have been pleasantly surprised the past few days. It's seems there are alot more people looking out for me than I thought, or at least looking out for me in a manner which I didn't expect. I found it funny but was at the sametime quite touched and encouraged. I actually have been a bit down the past couple of days. Nothing sersious, just one of those moods. Looks like God just knows what I needed :)